wat is up? nothin much here. well if u ever feel down listen to the song "you are my hope" by skillet. it really brightened my day. well gtg. leave me some. later-forrest

how could i hav over-looked it. i mean she is always with him and when she isnt she is always talking about him... idk. tell me y i cant get her out of my head. im not trying to be mean or ne thing but i wish that i could because all it does is hurt me even more. idk... i just want to forget i ever had the feelings.  

edit* i hav one last thing to say about this subject. someone told me today that she will truely realize that i am there and that i would treat her better than ne one ever has. all i hav to say is that i hope she realizes that before its too late. and i want her to know that i would be the luckiest guy in the world if she was mine. even if it was only for an hour i would the luckiest guy for that hour. well leave me some. yall havnt been to good lately. lol. ill see yall later-forrest

at this point in time dont tell me what i feel or think matters because all you are doing is not being truthful with urself. so all im asking is dont lie to yourself. you can say wat u want but in the end only one thing is true and that is that im a total and complete jerk. and there is nothing to make me think otherwise. i keep hearing if u follow god he will never steer u wrong. well im not so sure this time. life is just so confusing. i wish that i didnt hav the capability to care ne more. yall can read this if u want i dont care if you like it or not. it is wat i feel.

hey well just wanted to say that i got another new song. its not really one song though i think its a whole cd lol. its from vertical horizon. well everything is going good right now so ill talk to yall later. -forrest